That’s how long it’s been since my ex and I split. Ten and a half months. It’s weird how it feels like yesterday, but on the other hand it feels like a lifetime ago. Probably because I don’t feel like the same person that I was then.
I don’t cry about you when I think or talk about you anymore. I think I have once in the past 6 months and that was because I miss being friends with you. You’re a fantastic person.
I also miss the way I felt with you. You made me feel important and beautiful and most of all, loved. I don’t need that from you anymore, but you better bet your britches that I expect that from anyone who comes after you.
I want to message you with my apologies, forgiveness, and peace, but I know you’re still struggling with this. With this lack of us. And if you’re honest with your girlfriend, then she probably has the same struggles. And for that I am sorry.
I hope i am never the wedge that divides you like she was the wedge that divided us. I wouldn’t wish that on anyone. I sincerely hope you both find what you need out of this life. And if you still remember this URL and stumble across this, oh well. It was something I need to put out in the universe, but I won’t message you directly because I do feel bad that you’re not over things. I do hope we get to a neutral spot someday.
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About to leave for a date.
Part of me just wants to put on my shirt with all the Presidents of the United States, take off my pants, and watch Animal Planet all night.
Here goes nothing.
Soon I’ll grow up, and I won’t even flinch at your name. — Alanis Morissette (via wrists)
menotpregnant asked: Happy belated birthday!!
Thank you, love! <3